Lost …

I’m lost …. I keep collecting the pieces of my heart

but with no use they’re already broken

you keep me hanging … you keep me thinking this is the end

but it seems to be NO END

The pain is endless …. the days are longer

I am too young but i feel so old

I don’t know if this is my life but it seems to be everyones life

Wither they now it or not they’re miserable … just like me

But it feels so hard to say it .. to tell it .. to live it

So, you keep acting .. you keep drawing on who you are and start painting who they want

But that’s not what they want … it’s you what they want

That’s what they hate the most you …. so YOU hate YOU

cause they are right … they’re always will

cause they’re the pretty one’s

and everyone wants to be pretty

When will we realize the truth

when will realize that she’s not that pretty and he’s not that handsome

And that we are not that innocent

B

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Dear, me

I am feeling so down right now. I know that’s normal and I’ve been really happy for a while now. So, I saw that coming but, as always I’ve no idea what’s wrong. But all I know is that I hate it here, I hate it so much. No matter how much I love this place and how much I love my family and friends. I hate living here. There’s so many places I would rather be at now and there is so  many things I would love to do. I would love to travel, to experience new thing, to meet new people and to work. I feel like I am trying so hard but still this is not what I want. I want adventure and success and I am never gonna get it from this room, this house and this country. I wanna travel, I wanna live on my own and if that is what I wanna do. Then, that’s what is going to happen. And as my role model Blair Waldorf says ”If you want something you don’t stop for anyone or anything until you get it”. I know I have to finish college until I go anywhere but, until then I am determined to have the time of my life. I will work so hard, I will achieve my dreams, I will keep writing and I will keep exploring. My dreams is all i got and i am no gonna give up on them.This may be hard but it’s worth it and i have to be worthy of being human

Don’t ever give up your dreams for anyone or anything. You are the only one who matters. And you don’t need anyone you have you. That’s enough. Dream on, dream on, dream until the dream come true.

This made me feel so much better and i want you to feel better. So, tell me in the comments below what’s on your mind, what’s your dreams and how you plan on making them true and if your facing any struggles. If you don’t mind sharing of course. And if you mind maybe write it and keep it for yourself.Thank you so much for reading and i will see you all next time, Byeeee 🙂 🙂

(ps. I wrote a similar post titled ” Dear, young me ” a message to my younger self. I got great feedback out of that post. I would love if you guy’s checked it out, thanks)

My march

This month i am not gonna do the same as before because honestly i didn’t do anything exciting this month and i was busy with school work and exams but still i’ve got something to say. Many things actually.
This month i learned and realized a lot of thing that i would love to share with all of you
1-Happiness is a choice                                                                                                                                                               I can choose to be happy no matter what the circumstances of my life are. That choice really changed my life. It made it better, it made me better. And for that i am so grateful and i hope more people are brave enough to make this decision because it will improve their lives drastically and remember that life is too short to miss on being really happy.

2-I make my own rules                                                                                                                                                                 No one have the right to tell me how to live my life  or what to do and what not to do. I make my own rules  and my own decisions. I should decide what’s good for me and what’s bad and no one have the right to interfere. Advices are acceptable but you should remember that it’s only an advice. At the end you chose. At the end you make the rules

3-Some times you have to let go                                                                                                                                             Sometimes no matter how much you love someone you have to let him go. Because they are just bad for you. And sometimes they make you a bad person or less like you and more like them. And that’s the last thing you want. You don’t want to lose yourself because YOU are all you’ve got . You are unique why let someone change that. OR Sometimes because they  don’t give back. They don’t give back your love, your honesty, loyalty and time. They just don’t give it back. So, why waste your on someone unworthy of it.

4-Dream big                                                                                                                                                                               if you’re gonna dream then dream big .

I would love to know your opinion on this and what you’ve learned this last month . So,feel free to write anything in the comments section down below, byeeeee 🙂

picture perfect

The thoughts in my mind leads me to the life I once thought I had . the life I was so eager to have … I was so eager to make .. to make the perfect picture ..to have the perfect grades , the perfect hair and the perfect friends .It took me time to realize that there is no such thing as a perfect picture … there’s only your picture and its already perfect .YOU are perfect in your own way , you don’t need to have an A written all over your report , you don’t have to be the hottest girl out there , you don’t need a cute guy by your side in order to be perfect . YOU are the meaning of perfection . perfection is when you laugh so hard your mouth hurt , it’s the way your body move while listening to your favorite song to and it’s the rhythm of your heart beat while facing your fears . so, accept your picture , accept YOU and if you are too attached with the perfect picture to let go try to picture a new one with YOU in it . A picture without any filter , with no photo shop and no makeup , only YOU the real YOU , the perfect YOU .

Congratulate yourself

Thank you me, thank you for everything you have done so far, thank you. Congratulate yourself, congratulate yourself for all the work you have done, for all the things you achieved and for all the pain you felt. It may not be a lot but its definitely worth being thanked for , thanked because you didn’t give up and god only knows how bad you wanted to sometimes , because you kept strong even when you felt like it was over and finally because you kept going when all you saw was darkness . Life is hard and we have all been through a lot, but don’t be too hard on yourself too. In order to keep going you need to remind yourself with your powers and appreciate those powers in order for them to grow bigger. If you are here now and you reading this then, congratulate yourself, say thank you, or write a message where you show how grateful YOU are for YOU, or spoil yourself by a box of chocolate or a pair of shoes or maybe even a trip to Paris or stay in for tomorrow and just relax in bed while watching your favorite show and snuggling up with your dog or you know what don’t set an alarm for tomorrow. The ideas are endless but the aim is one ”self congratulation”. We are often thanking others but we forget to thank ourselves first, you are whom you should really be thankful for .NEVER FORGET THAT.